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Monday, January 15, 2007

my blog's abandoned.

and that makes this a paradoxical entry. haha!

jus to let u guys who still continue visiting this site know that i'm doing fine.=) really. currently working, having fun at the same time. learning ppl, learning myself. finally living life the way that is not taken for granted. though i cant claim that i'm putting my life to full use YET, at least i start to see that it's not jus about rotting n eventually meeting death. ya, it's wonderful, as always.. i've nv found life meaningless, jus that it's more meaningful than i ever tot it was..

in hindsight, was i empty? dun think so.. sth's missing, i dunno wad. but i seemed to live happily w/o it. i'm not desperately searching for that missing thing, or at least not yet. we'll nv be complete, esp not when someone said "u complete me". bollocks. why the need to look for that missing piece when i dun need it, or do i? giel doesn't need it: she's perfectly fine now. giel needs to find the missing piece: she knows sth missing, that shows that she's not PERFECTLY fine. darn, wad m i toking abt.. haha! i rest my case, let me figure out wadeva i'm looking into first..

we can nv hav the cake and eat it.

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