Tuesday, November 22, 2005
ok. jus read hsin's blog all at one go.. n i realised i forgot to blog abt one of de moz impt things dese few days!! n dat's our match against vjc. ya.
we won. n seriously, lik wad hsin said, i've nv felt so much pride for a long, long time.. when de final whistle goes, i gave a hard puff. phew! finally. i fought hard, we fought hard. we were hungry. we wan to taste victory SoOo much tt we dun wanna lose every single ball.
although we jus won by 11.. merely 11 goals.. it meant alot to us, din it? maybe to some of us, winning by 11 goals in our past teams r nth or even considered bad. but now, it feels extra good isn't it? that hardwork-victory tastes nicer n smells betta.
i was soOo happy dat we won! really! it's lik, i look at my teammates, n i'm proud of dem. i recalled back to our first national league. which was really terrible. i almost gav up dreamin to be a winning team.. but fortunately i didn't. i hold on to de faith dat we'll improve.. n i'm so proud to say dat we did. although it's jus one game. but THIS game, giv me every reason to hold on to my faith even tighter. THIS game, made me dare to dream again. n this game, i'm sure, brought us closer together n believe in one another even more. personally, i feel dat we start to understand one another's play. it feels lik we're startin to hav dis invisible bond on court.. it's forming, n it's getting stronger. ya, dat's how much one game can do to a player. jus one good game.
we had team tok aft de game.. n i think it's owaz good to hav team toks.. can we hav it more often? lik hav once a week n aft each game? n make every player say sth? if not someone will be lik hsin, forgot wad she wanna say when she rch home. haha! wad ata said is true. we hav to start pushing ourselves n not jus let others push us. it makes me think tt it's lik pushing a car.. no matter how much someone pushes de car, if de car doesn't start up by itself, de car wun go far n dat someone's gna be exhausted. we r de cars n coaches / caps / teachers r lik de SOMEONE.. so, we hav to start our engines. "gentlemen, start ur engines.. boom boom!" (daytona) hahahaha! ok, enuff jokes. bottom line is: it's not de time to take our time to think where's our limit now. it's de time tt we work towards wad we wan n push beyond our limits.
all in all.. winning is not everything, wanting to is. it's jus HOW MUCH do we wan dis? how much do we wan to achieve sth? top 4 next yr? not a prob. as long as we start workin now. it's possible! we wun think of winning vjc back in june?! when we were soOo bad. but look at us now! we did it! n so.. our long term goal. top 4. we'll push ourselves now.. giv our everything now to work towards dat goal n we WILL achieve it. if we wan it bad enuff. if we're hungry for it. how much r u willing to sacrifice is how much u wan it. "words are cheap" we want it, we hav to SHOW how much we wan it. no concern abt studies now, y not jus giv everythin to netball? it's our last chance to giv our ALL b4 de new sch term starts.. people, we'll do this together! wun we?
i love my team. n yes! so wad if we're not one of de best teams ard? wad if we hadn't achieve anythin so far? these r de past n de present. future has yet been told..
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