Sunday, November 27, 2005
my 11 days survival test is coming to an end.. n maymay is currently facing a 7 days survival test. looking back to wad i've done de past few days, during de survival test....
1. training
2. thrifting (no money)
3. worked for 2 days
4. paying off all my debts -- $7 germ. $5 tric. $15 hsin. $10 maymay. revived my negative assets to zero.
5. watchin boring tv programmes
6. watchin movies (which made me SUPER BROKE)
7. sleeping, ALOT.
ya.. been slpin alot. been waking up at abt 4 PM for days w/o trg n work. me n darls hav no $$ to spend. so we din hang out as often. no incentive to wake up early.. i woke up thinkin "wad do i hav to do today? wad day is today?" n if i hav no trg, nth to do... dat's it. continue slpin.. dreaming is betta den rotting at home. n slpin makes time pass faster.. means i can see u sooner! hahaha! alrite, i'm wasting my life away.. i feel so useless suddenly.. since when i chose to slp instead of doing something else? maybe 18 nov. JK.
in short. my life currently is-- slp, train, watch tv. haven't been eating alot.. whoever knows me noe dat if i'm stayin at home de whole day, i die oso wun go downstairs n buy food. wld rather go empty stomach. so, haven't had 4 -6 meals a day lik i used to.. nowadays are lik having 1 - 2 meals a day. amazingly, i dun feel as hungry as i'm supposed to feel. moreover, i slept till 4 plus PM can? skipped lunch. den hav dinner, no supper n slp again. dun hav a habit of eating breakfast. so ya. cool rite? my diet.. i noe.
holiday is great. de past year i've been super busy and life's been too rush. now it's passing slowly, giving my ample time to rest n day dream.. thinkin abt stuffs i've not been thinkin. slacked lik rain (hsin's dog). but eat lik a mouse. *sad* i wan get my $448. so i can go gobble wif my darls again. hey! 1=5 makan sutra plan how??? we're great planners but lousy doers. we suck! yes, we do. haha! holiday is supposed to play, shop, watch tv n gp crazy.. but it seemed lik we're all so tired n broke dat we're not doing all dat. n nov is ending. dat leaves us 2 - 3 weeks to do wad we hav to do. den, we've to prepare to "work" again. goin back to de netball-study life lik beginning of dis yr again. recall dat kinda life hsin n tric.. den we'll hav to study lik hell for As.. so, we need to rest ALOT.. xiu xi shi wei le zhou gen chang yuan de lu. (takin a break now is to prepare for a longer journey) is dis how u translate it? haha! ok, gotta go slp now though i dun feel slpy aft waking up at 4. hav got trg tmr.. nites ppl.
hate dat woman shoutin n my hse.. wadeva, it's a love-hate relationship. or maybe, a like-hate relationship.
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