Wednesday, October 05, 2005
guess it's jus ytd. de pre-exam stress. haha! n i only got it lik a day b4 exam la! it's a damn scary feelin. i still rmb de kinda fear though.
phy was "wow". an A paper. A for Atrocious (dumb wee keat). yup. cldn't do so many qns.. but jus crap my way thru. my mcq.. only 3 or 4 out of 15 confident of scoring. n i rmb my mcq qn paper full of crap workings wif no ans. hahah! dat's so much for phy. i rmb dere's sect C dis time!! but i dunno how to do.. wad to do? LOl. econs... i finished de paper lik super early n added much more crap since i was so free. done 20 mcq in 25 mins. call me pro. but cos i was too lazy to think deep n jus fill in de ans dat i find pretty or familiar. next to essay, i machium planning for GP paper. lotsa craps.. but i din write "growing durains in hot climatic areas" dis time *wink*. haha! i wrote sth new "jus lik having a certain chance to win over customers" n everyone who read my essay will sure ask "huh? wad tokin u? wad chance?" ya. so dat's how i did for econs. i only spent less den 10 hrs on studyin for econs so i dun lament over anythin. jus find myself amusing when i recalled how i actually crap thru my essays. ppl coming out of de exam venues complaining dey cldn't finish de papers (lik my darls), actually quite a good thing. shows dat dey hav lotsa substance inside deir heads but jus hands not fast enough. its ok babies! it's jus promos (ya. JUST promos. u heard me) ultimatelyit's de As dat counts, provided... u noe, hav faith.
i dun feel scared now though i hav half de chem syllabus left for me to revise. much lik.. erm. jus take wadeva dat comes. ya. hang in dere giel. jus hav to try to recall all de shits i've learned tml. i'm not scared anymore. probably de scariest was over. i feared i cannot not crap thru econs, but i did. finish somemore la. i feared i cant recall phy formulas. but i did, jus dat dunno which one to use n wad to do wif it. so.. haha! wad else to be afraid of? one more.. afraid dat my chem performance will drop lik shit (yi luo qian zhang). but i'm trustin Him now..=) He gave me de assurance to go to exam w/o fear n panic. Thank you, Lord.=)
