Friday, September 02, 2005
"u may jus be a someone to de world. but to someone, u may be de world.." -- some phrase i used to lik to use on ppl..
friday n it's de last day of sch!! i'm soOo happy! hahaha! stayed in sch till abt 6. actually wanna play pool wif nic dey all de la. but dey change plan n venie to dunno wad.. so inconvenient for me..=( so in de end went wild wild wif my darls. hahaha! damn fun can? i'm lik de queen of guessing game (cai quan) AGAIN. can someone lik thrash me? =P i smell arrogance.
we ate alot la!! we ate Pepper Lunch at at taka! hahaha! so yummy! i ate one n half bowl. cos maymay only ate half of hers. told ya i hav big appetite. aft which, we went to de mooncake fest dere to try out all de diff kinds of mooncakes! haah! free sampling.=P den we went macs to eat cheap cheap ice cream. she min's on de hse! damn pig la we.. but damn shiok. food makes me happy no matter wad mood i'm in. cabbed home aft dat. beat.
tom cruise.
it's gettin harder n harder to fall in love.. cos de older i get de more i see. things r not as sinple as puppy love of sec 1 or 2. lookin for de right one? it'll take me foreva. shld i not let it slip when it's placed infront of me? risk-taker, i'm not. wad if it's another failed one? another impulsive consequence i hav to bear.. i'm strg enuff to handle regrets, yet not strg enuff to take another blow. i'll shatter into pieces AGAIN. took how long to pick up de final piece of me, i rmb. no idea how am i able to pry open dat shell of mine. de shell dat's protectin me frm gettin hurt once more; at de same time, blocking out emotions i'm supposed to feel. hardened heart - result of serious injury. dead skin cells formed on de outer layer. thus, numbed.
i came to a lil conclusion. dere'll nv be a double delight i guess. hsin, ur last day.. "dun cry tonite...." for me, a disheartening news. hahha! yea, luffing at myself.
my new snickers' analogy : i can actually melt de choc to get de peanuts. if now de choc coating is melted. yet, i'm hesitant abt picking up de peanuts.
*listening to emo songSs my frenz send me, "holding on". "heaven's coming"*
