Wednesday, September 21, 2005
HSINosophy:
"the worst way to miss someone, is to have him/her sitting right next to you, knowing that he/she will never be yours.."
GIELosophy:
"the hardest thing to do, is to look into his/her eyes, lying that you do not like him/her, jus to preserve something seemingly more important.. n to walk away.. pretending it doesn't hurt you.."
wad genius do we have here?=P great philosophers. hsin n giel.=) wadever it is.. jus take it when it comes.. come what may... "i will love you.. until de end.. of.. time...COME WHAT MAY.." haha! dun ask me who i love. cos it's a song can..
how does it feel like to suffer frm amnesia? u're deeply in love wif someone. but sth bad happened, u lost all ur memories. when u woke up, forgetting who u r n wad u were.. u forgot abt him.
u had a new life. u lived it. u met someone new, while he was still desperately searching for u.. refuse to give up any hope of ur survival.. knowing u're jus somewhere near.
many years ltr..
he found u. but u din recognise him. he tried all means to get u back, but u're already in love wif another.
mths ltr..
he left. giving up the hope that he'll ever get u back. soon, u recalled everythin. but he was no longer dere.
u cried. u blame urself for not remembering him n had caused him so much pain.
u cried. cos u dunno who to choose de new had brought u so much joy, yet u're thinkin thinkin of de old.
u cried. cos u dunno wad to do.. 2 love. which to choose?
u cried. thinkin u're such a fool. y let de leave?
u cried. so hard tt u tot u wld nv stop
now, u live yet another new life.. u left de new. n let wadeva comes ur way. u try to forget abt de old. n still tryin hard.. u dunno wad u'll do n where u're goin.. but one thing tt keeps u goin is that no matter where u are.. dere's one place u belong -- deep down in his heart, somewhere irreplaceable. u wait for de day, de day when both of u will cross each other paths again. live by de hope tt "u 2 r somewhere near.." u wait.. n u wait..
my life now is great. wif great frenz. but dun u think it'll be great to suffer frm amnesia for some yrs.. den recall everythin? i wld lik to. either i'll miss de old days. or i'll love de new life. at least i'll hav 2 "lives" to choose frm. rather den now. only 1. n to see de ppl who really treasure u. dose dat who really do.. tryin so hard to make u recall dem.. is when u suffer frm amnesia den u noe who r de ones who really need n wan u in deir lives.. haha! damn cool la. i sound crazy.. but wad if i tell u i'm serious?
"if only u noe dat dis is for u.. i wan u to be happy.. u're impt to me." -- so many will be guessing "is it me??" hahaha! how fun. if u wan, u can take it as it's for u. cos, maybe it's really for u. alrite, it doesn't help giving any ideas who is it for. LOl.
