' shut up and listen.. '

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

training today.. it feels so different now. all de pressure & fear in me were gone.. perhaps, for de past few mths, i was preparing for nationals & everythin was so "crucial" dat i muz not make a single mistake.. i was pushing myself to de limit. n dat was quite tiring, but, fruitful experience. all de turmoil, de stress, pain of losing my position in main team.. everythin has gone wif de seasons.. n a full-stop was marked. everythin's history.. i'm now embarking on a NEW beginning. yes, a whole new beginning; wif my team. de team for sajc 2005-2006..=)

seeing everyone working so hard, even though it's only de 2nd trg, is such a wonderful sight. working hard & caring for each other.....wad i call, working tgt as a TEAM.=)

dere're jus soOO many things i wanna say to ppl.. thus i'm blogging at dis time. haha! 1.39 am. my blog's timing abit siao de, can ignore. LOl.

ata: it hurt to see u cry. it really did..i may not experienced exactly wad u went thru, but me too, was rejected from sth i really yearned & worked for.. thus, i noe de pain is..undescribable. however, u hav to noe dat u've NOT failed anyone.. not us, not ur family, not urself.. u gave ur best at nj's match.. n hav no regrets.. since God planned it dis way, He's got His own reasons.. u noe dat.it takes time to heal.. n i noe u will..=) u're someone wif a strg mindset & u're able to sort out ur tots when u're cool-headed. it further proves my pt when u can make up ur mind to play for sa n not U17 jus aft a call.. u noe wad u wan.. n dat's impt. wadeva u do, n wadeva decisions u make, jus make sure dat u'll hav no regrets, n u'll be happy.. same old few words.. we're OWAZ dere for u.. u noe dat. no noe in Saints netball will walk alone, de whole team walks together..=) so we'll be dere to back u up, n help u up when u fall. (same goes to de rest.). we really hope dat u'll feel betta n betta everyday.. n be mad soon.=P hee! muacks* magic kiss, for u!!!

maylene: muz take good care of ur knee. i can see dat u're working very very hard but dun over exert ya? we make a good partnership. yup! wif my ht, i think my chances of getting rebounds are... erm... u noe de percentage la.. haha! but u can get de rebounds! u complement my flaws. i cant do it alone. thus, i need u n noe u'll be dere.. cos i will be, for u..=) yup. needless to tok abt trust, as it's already built long b4 trg started.. we'll work hard for de team, & as a team.. jia you! but moz imptly, u muz take care of urself, or it'll be a ultimate letdown if u dun!!=P so TAKE CARE AR! hugs* lub lub.. hee..

wen hsin: i've sent u a msg earlier on. n dat's roughly abt wad i wanna say. "thesis statement" is, u muz hav de confidence, n we'll help u build dat.=) whenever u make a mistake, u jus hav to tell urself, it's ok, lets try again,, if it happens again, jus keep tryin.. u'll get it right somehow. nv get frustrated or feel lousy abt urself.. things dat u noe i shall say it one last time " we're owaz dere for one another.." hahaha! i think next time i no need say le, cos it's becoming more n more common to say it.. muz think of a new sent.. haha! jia you k hsin! "u're not alone.."

tricia: oh my fluffy! u can nv imagine how much support & encouragement u're given me.. really. n thx for al de joy n MADNESS in class/lectures.. etc. i mean, anywhere wif ur presence. haha! i love u fluffy! first class idiot, de speed of ur progress is amazing! really, frm de first trg in sa, till now, ur style of play n everythin improved soO soOo sOo much.. u worked damn hard & everyone noes it. ur hardwork pays off n u r wad u r today(an idiot..=P jk!) haha! u get wad i mean.. u noe...."if i was a rich gal, naanana" love u fluffy! "jerk it out!"

germ: blackie! another idiot aft tricia. haha! my lao da 4eva!=P wad iw anna said, i already told u le. so, i oso wanna let u noe dat, u muz hav confi in urself. so dat u can learn faster n play well.. once u hav de confi, u'll dare to try,w/o de fear dat if u fail to meet de expectations of mr teh..we'll work tgt as a team n progress tgt! we'll not leave out anyone to walk alone.. we'll help each other up. we'll train more if someone in de team needs to. we'll run even 10km if someone in de team needs to. we'll run 1000 suicide if someone in de team needs to. u get wad i mean.. dun be touched k.. dun wanna be accused for molesting a blackie.=P -hugs-

ying zhen: continue to work hard!! shooter! haha! ur desire to learn n achieve is overt on court. continue to pursue ur passion.. one day u'll find urself fruitfull=)

10000000 kisses n hugs to apple n jen. my kisses will do de saying.. u noe how much i love u guys too. no need elaboration. oh ya, i wanna eat more tiramisu, apple!!! make more for me..=P

to my old frenz.. esp de hotties (aka FC GANGsters): though i hav many new frenz n i'm really happy wif wad i hav now.. i'll nv forget u guys. no one can replace u all aftall. i'll nv forget de times when i needed frenz' support moz, u guys were dere. love to all! *muacks* fiona, u're owaz my best fren..nth can change dat..=) feng rui, u're owaz my T2, toodles foreva.. u're owaz being "taken advantage" of by me, u noe it, yet u dun mind.. haha! dat's wad toodles r for! *muacks to u too! haha! wei hao n jun hong, u guys can nv fail to make my day whenever i'm out wif u all. serious. surprise me wif ur 'UNlameness' man. pls do.. cos i've nv seen unlameness in u guys b4.. NEVER.

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