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Monday, March 07, 2005
now i can laugh my heart out. i can sing to melodious tune. i can dance to de joyous music.. all because i've plucked up courage to remove de mask which i've been hiding behind for almost 2 mths. out of sight, out of mind.. dis applied to me though.i've not seen him for quite sometime.. except when i went back ctss to collect my results, which i only saw him for 5 secs? haha! i imagined myself bumping into him one day on de streets & wonder how i wld feel. awkward. NO, awkward is only when i still feel for him. if i were to bump into him one day, i'll giv him de look sayin "hey! cant u see? i'm happier w/o u! i'm living happily now! nv felt betta den dis!" cos i'm really happy now. truly happy. bliss frm de heart.. haha!
my life, instead of being empty as i tot it wld be, is soOo packed nowadays. none of dese days i'll stay at home & rot except for today.. i pon sch as i woke up feeling super lazy. guess i'll only hav de chance to rot at home when i pon sch. haha! all thx to my bunch of great frenz.. de FC gang(Fornight Cool Gang) & my sugar dad's(jeremy, fiona's bro) bunch of frenz. u guys totally rock my world!! haha! it's de FC gang dat unknowingly led me out of my blues & brought me much joy. i enjoy de freedom i hav now. completely LOVE it! i dun wanna be tied down by a relationship at anytime soon. i wan enjoy singlehood!! haha!
my target for relationship before i met alaric was to find someone whom i can last wif.. cos all my other exs only last b/w 1-3 mths++. pathetic, isn't it? yes. de relationship wif alaric did last long enuff.. but i realised, de longer u're in a relationship, de deeper it may cut u one day.. it made me realised dat to find someone i think i may last wif is not enuff. i cant list wad characteristics dat certain someone muz hav.. its too complicated for myself to identify actually.. haha! guess i jus hav to much depend on my intuition. chemistry is a MUZ-HAV b/w us, of cos.. another thing i realised was dat, if i really like someone, i dun hav to be wif him.. i jus need to noe dat he feels de same way as i do & dat he's happy. dat's all i need.=) haha! cos if we were to be together, more probs will set in.. & skills are needed to handle relationship & to keep it goin strong. haha! ain't i rite?
Giel is back. trust me.=) haha! nth can easily push me down now.. i've become much stronger mentally.. i hav to be happy to make ppl ard me happy. i wanna share my blessings to live happily wif everyone! anyone wan join me in dis 'expedition'? easy, jus stay happy owaz & make ppl ard u happy! a smile is a curve dat straightens everythin..=)
here i wish all of u.. you qing ren zhong chen juan shu. chim rite? dun understand, nvm.. Lolx.
... The Speaker
Giel
28 march 88
sajc
ex ctss
aries
... Cheer Ups
white chocolate
haagen dazs
macademia nut ice cream
oreo cheese cake
basically, jus food
breeze
late nights out
... Let Downs
long distance run
rainy days
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