Friday, February 04, 2005
another friendly i had at sajc.. we had friendly against serangoon jc (srjc). haha! i think if i din rmb wrgly, de score was 52 to 4? some where dere la.. 50++ to single digit. haha! but we muz not be complacement. i think i muz really go tok to mr issac lim or mr jason liew abt me training at sajc netball le.. cos i heard ying shi, my ctss senior who currently in sa netball too (foreva see her on leh! LOlx.), say dat sa gonna hav a friendly wif cjc aft cny. "!!!!!!!!"---> to elaborate how i felt. haha! shit lor.. so i play for who? cj or sa? hmmx. of cos i wanna play for sa. not dat i dun lik cj. but, i think i'm goin to sa aft first 3 mths. so, i shld betta tell de teachers wad is truly goin on now. yes. i'm training netball in cj (jus as a cca) n in sa. so i'll be playin netball on mon, tue, wed & fri. n mon, tue & thur, i've got pe. so i'll be lik playin sports every weekday. i actually wanna join canoe instead of netball in cj de!! i really wanna try out canoe la! but de trainings clash wif sajc netall trainings.. so i hav no choice.. join netball lor.
haiz! i'm really in a dilemma la. to stay in cj or not to stay? i wanna stay cos i like de ppl here now. but de teachers say dere's owaz 3/4 turnover aft 1st 3 mths. den de ppl who come in will be rather different. haiz.. how?? n before i grown attached to cjc, i wanna go sajc. so de coach told me, if i really wan to go sa, i can train wif dem during training & he'll appeal for me aft 1st 3 mths. so, aft 1st 3 mths, if i'm eligible to sa but dun wan to go, abit wang en fu yi lor.. cos mr tay, de coach, gave me a chance in de beginning to train dere.n if i din go in de end, ppl will think i use sa netball as stepping stone. i never! n dun wan ppl to hav de idea. i like sa netballers as well. i've make many good frenz here. lik atalia, jennylian, pearly, etc.. but i jus really LOVE cjc soo much la. how??
now i noe y God put me in cjc for de 1st 3 mths le.. to let me meet such a NICE bunch of ppl. n he oso gave me a chance to be able to train wif sa netball so dat i can enter sa aft first 3 mths, as i owaz wanted to, n owaz pray i to get into sajc. so its a choice i hav to make now. cjc, acadaemically, cant be compared to sajc i guess. so, its choice b/w my studies n frenz. of cos ppl will think, of cos studies la! but.. de feeling inside to leave such a nice sch is terrible. to think dat aft a few weeks, my class will lik sorta go on separate ways, make me feel sad.. very sad.. i dun wan all dis to end lik a dream. how i hope my whole class will go sajc wif me..(dream on!) haha! i think i'll choose sajc ba.. i wan a good A lvl results & i wan to be in de netball team. anyway, i dun think de whole of 1T21 will stay in cj. haha! sa is nice too! i noe.. maybe i'll change my mind ltr? i dunno.. let nature take its course & let God decide wad's best for me.=)
