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Sunday, January 23, 2005

aft seeing one of my fren's blog..(cedric, de kiddo) i find my blog sucks abit.. haha! n his posts were lik super philosophical. haha! it jus provoked me to think of sth much more in depth to write. i've read some of his entries.. n really made me think of wad life is all abt. why things happen dis way, otherwise, de other.. while all along, i told myself, all things happen for a reason & only God knows why..seemed lik frm now onwards, i jus shldn't let the things i dunno be it i-shld-not-noe, n keep using "it's God's plan", as an excuse for my lazyness to think of why things happened the way dey were.. feng rui told me abt sth he learned in econs lessons.. abt scarcity.. which means everythin in dis world has got limitations. Thus, we have to choose what we want wisely. Sad to say, we jus have to forgo sth our hearts really want in order to get some others which we really need. that is, to be more practical & realistic. Instead of jus following our hearts, we have to, at times, think abt wad's more impt & set our priorities right. i do not like this idea of being practical, or rather, think more maturedly. If everyone acts dis way, dey'll only think abt themselves which made ppl more & more self-centered. cos in order to achieve sth impt dat dey need, dey may be ruthless in deir ways.. Unfortunately, when ppl grow, dey were all forced under circumstances to be THAT way. to be honest, i seriously hate ppl who think TOO MUCH abt the causes & effects when dey were to do sth out of deir normal daily routine. sometimes. we jus hav to follow our hearts & do sth "bad" to add on more colours to our lives, rite? i dun wan my life to be jus black n white. dat's BORING! but what's moz impt is-- i jus want to be me.. i dun wan to change to suit the society, to be ard wif my frenz.. i can be in my own world.. i'm someone who jus solely think abt having fun & living life happily, instead of living life to its fullest.. u may think i'm childish.. well, cos my perception of life is jus to be happy n childish kids r de happiest as dey don't hav much troubles, do dey? while some others' are to live life to fullest = key to happy life.. what's urs den?

penned at*4:54 PM